It’s been a very strange week for me honestly. Besides the fact that work is absolutely crazy right now since we are just weeks away from Iphone Season, I’m simply exhausted. Call me the crazy gypsy dog watcher. I just feel off. I’d like to think that I’ve slowed down some since Sedona, but I haven’t. I really enjoyed all the alone time last week while staying at a friend’s house watching her dog. I was alone most of the week, with just her dog. And I got to catch my breathe a bit. Got to go to bed early, eat what I wanted without considering others, lay on the couch and watch Hulu, you know all the things when you have your own place. It was refreshing. I’m super grateful for my sister to let Eli and I stay with her and her family. Don’t get me wrong when I say this though. IM READY for my own space. I crave being alone. Thats where I’m able to process things. Its where I have the most revelations about my current space in the universe. Its where my healing lies. And I can’t get there fast enough to be honest. So, I’m still in this transition zone and I’m ok with that. I think I’m just eager to move the process along, you know get to the finish line 🙂 But grief is around a lot this week. I’ve been incredibly sad. I want to be happy, but I just can’t kick the monumental feeling of sadness these days. I know that I’m not sleeping well and that always triggers some things for me, but you know Ian turned 20 this week. And boy I’m so proud of Ian. But reminiscing about the day he was born and looking back to his childhood was a huge smack in the face of what I’ve lost this year. While I will never lose these precious memories, and I haven’t lost Ian, I think it’s the dynamic of my family. The 5 of us. I don’t have the 5 of us anymore and it hurts so incredibly deep right now. It’s the simplest of things and I don’t have it. So, this weekend, I’m going to try and get some rest, give myself some grace, maybe listen to my first Sedona session and start deep diving into my life-changing time in Sedona to help get back into alignment with all the things. So much more to come on Sedona. So many people keep asking me about this trip and want to hear about it. I promise its coming. It’s all just a lot to process still and being able to articulate it has been difficult. But I think I’m getting really close to unloading all the amazing things I learned about myself there and can’t wait to share it with everyone that loves me. Happy Labor Day Weekend friends!