I don’t even know where to begin with this post. The last couple of weeks have been absolutely crazy for me. Another round of moving, a new place, new rules, new expectations, and it’s all been so overwhelming for me. I’m exhausted from being without a home. I’m exhausted from needing so much help and support from my family. I’m exhausted from living out of my suitcase and not being able to sleep in my own bed. I know my people close to me are tired of me being in their spaces, and believe me, I’m tired of not having my own space. It’s simply exhausting for everyone. Definitely taking note of this part of the transition period after divorce. I wouldn’t recommend anyone trying to live with family for more than a month or so. Especially if you have children and animals and integrating into a household. It’s simply just too much I’ve learned. BUT tonight, my family, the Menzies Clan, Party of Five, had a meal together for the first time since January. And to say that I’m not still over the moon happy is an understatement. We actually all sat down and had a fabulous meal together. We all laughed, we all carried on like nothing tragic happened not long ago. And I kept trying to soak up every single word that was said to each other. The normal sarcastic and witty banter that my family is famously known for was BACK. And it was food for my soul. I’m literally still standing in the puddle on the floor with happy tears tonight. And don’t forget the biggest SMILE ever. I try to keep reminding myself that I’m still right dab in the middle of this horrible season of divorce. I’m dreading the holidays to be honest. I don’t have my new normal yet. Still lots of judgement surrounding me and my every move. Still so much to wade through and figure out and its tough. But I’m going to make it through all this. I’m happy tonight!